lee ann drew me this in photoshop how cute is this!

and on another note
I emailed Brandon... apparently he bought a car last week end and didnt listen to me about this he did it any ways.
went to an ext-ream high interest rate care dealership and bought a car. he said cause he has no credit... I swear this kid loves punishment
all he had to do was just buy one cheep he had money saved.

so NOW hes fucked with another loan. I dont know how deep he is in this time. he wont tell me
and to top it off
the car wont start only lasted a few days its a lemon
yep he does NOT have good luck at all THEN oh yah there is more....
now his kick ass job turned him into a 1099 and then told him they dont have any work for the summer

holy cow.......................... thats the job I prayed hard core for him
and now its yet another company that blows monkey balls. I pretty much sold my soul yah know praying that he would have a good job

I feel so bad for him

my new favorite song
I only wanted to have fun
Learning to fly learning to run
I let my heart decide the way
When I was young
Deep down I must have always known
That this would be inevitable
To earn my stripes I'd have to pay
And bare my soul
I know I'm not the only one
Who regrets the things they've done
Sometimes I just feel it's only me
Who can't stand the reflection that they see
I wish I could live a little more
Look up to the sky not just the floor
I feel like my life is flashing by
And all I can do is watch and cry
I miss the air I miss my friends
I miss my mother I miss it when
Life was a party to be thrown
But that was a million years ago
When I walk around all of the streets
Where I grew up and found my feet
They can't look me in the eye
It's like they're scared of me
I try to think of things to say
Like a joke or a memory
But they don't recognise me now
In the light of day
I know I'm not the only one
Who regrets the things they've done
Sometimes I just feel it's only me
Who never became who they thought they'd be
I wish I could live a little more
Look up to the sky not just the floor
I feel like my life is flashing by
And all I can do is watch and cry
I miss the air I miss my friends
I miss my mother I miss it when
Life was a party to be thrown
But that was a million years ago
A million years ago

B.O.B (song) https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/B.O.B_%28song%29

for days been hearing this song in the back of my head. and then id forget about it. and then it would pop back in. I haven't heard it in ages...  I couldnt remember the title so I had to look up 'shake it like a Polaroid picture', once I figured out the band then I looked for the song, then I remembered it was something I played alot way back many years ago when Brandon was in basic training and its a video I would post alot here on my site cause I was helping people before they would enter the military.............and during while deployed. 

these are his words to me I hadnt spoken with him in ages.. I emailed him asked to call me. this is what he wrote back. so now im going to print this out. hang it on my wall by my chair in my office.
next time he calls me looking for money or a ride or a place to live. ill text him this back.
I vectored the eye brows you like them?

just kidding..... I didnt vector the eye brows.

bubble gum goth unicorn and purple black goth unicorn headpiece https://www.etsy.com/shop/pamzylove/neu

here is a photo they sent me of the fridge all together with the handles on and everything
looks super cool eh? next photo is all the headbands ive made I was doing 2 a night I have lots of colors sparkly unicorn headbands click on my store link to buy them all LOL