July 12th, 2016

I had a dream about my sisters husband who passed away many moons ago I don't think I have ever dreamed about him ever. we were in my moms bedroom. I was painting something on the wall there was a large paper there I was using before I painted on the wall... what I painted was a word with big spaces.. and when I said it *the word*  it sounded like I said it in another language and I said it very well in my dream I was shocked and didn't know how it happened.. and NO I don't know what I said I don't remember it. I do remember one letter it looked like this > ! < this letter was in the middle I cant remember exactly what was on the sides so I left it in gray scribble (below) I do know I drew little squares with peoples faces like little avatars? also my sister husband who is dead didn't speak to me and he seemed angry with me there was a photo of my daughter and I and he didn't want it there he took it down and threw it in the trash that made me mad and I went in the trash and picked it up. then we went out side this would be through my moms window that turned into sliding glass doors that turned into the beach that original window is large and goes into a big back yard ....it seems every time I look or go out my old childhood home it leads to another place. a place I have not seen before.